Color Galore (OOTD)

Finally got to dress up and wear my Dollskill rainbow platform shoes . I didn’t have time to throw on my rainbow wig I made, it needs a few touch ups.

What are you looking forward to for the spring and summer this year? I hope my schedule will let up so I can post more and have fun with my hobbies, haha!

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Recent Wig Creations

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Wigmall.com article with plenty of tips and tricks for your hair!

Check out thewigmall.com’s hair tips and article on taking care of your hair and inspiration to get your dream ombre hair!!

The creator of the site emailed me asking for tips on embreing your hair so I offered what I’ve learned so far with the experience I have gained with my wigs, I look forward to improving!

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Closing out 2017…

Hi Fiends!

Since I’m closing out the ending of this year with a few posts, I thought I would write an update post to a previous post from this year. I had a tough year learning how to deal with toxic people, particularly narcissists. If you don’t know what narcissism is, here is a helpful link on this personality disorder and how to avoid it….because baby, when you encounter a narc, you better run for the hill and head for the stars haha. If you want to see how narcissistic you are (because I believe humans are all narcissistic to a point), go ahead and take this quiz!

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Christine Parker

Christine Parker was an amateur movie director/filmmaker I did some behind the scenes photography for. I only did one gig for her for free because the first gig was the last gig for me. I drove one hour from Raleigh to Garner to do this gig for free. I get there and Christine had a contract signed from someone at the church we were filming at saying we were only allowed to film in the hallway of the church and no where else. We explore the church we are in and Christine (or someone from the crew) finds an unlocked door to a beautiful office. We start filming in the office and the woman overseeing us in her church that day had been monitoring/stalking us. She barged into the office telling us she couldn’t believe the crew had taken advantage of her (she explained she gave them an inch and they took a mile), saying this was “god’s home” etc., it was such a mess and I had only been there for 1 hour maybe? I took photos and the crew was fun, but I had done so much work (editing on my part takes hours) for free and later on I was not credited on Christine’s facebook page for the movie, something was up. I don’t like doing free work and then not getting credit on the movie’s official page just isn’t cool from one artist to another. Christine had set up a funnily account for her movie where she requested $10,000. The fund had been reached but….the entire crew that was helping to create this movie called “Blood of the Mummy” wasn’t getting paid for their time and services, including me (the 17 year old actress was not getting paid for her time either which is illegal since she was a minor). Christine wanted to use part of her newly acquired budget for a drone. Maybe the crew got paid for their time at the end of the movie whenever it got finished but my first few experiences put a bad taste in my mouth. The woman I met Christine through was a narcissist as well, they all seem to attract each other.

I backed out of helping this filmmaker after having to then possibly paying for my hotel room and gas money to traveling to a possible con (it was called ConCarolinas) with the crew, it wasn’t worth it for me and I’m glad I broke everything off with this woman, I dodged a bullet and tons of future wasted time. Life is too short to deal with bullshit! 

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I’m glad I followed my gut! I’m getting better at that, promise haha. The whole “you burned a very important bridge” screams narcissism, and overall was an immature response designed to put me down. Tell me about your narcissist stories, people!! I’m all ears 🙂

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PinkyParadise Sponsored Lens Review

Hi Fiends!

Today I am bringing you a review sponsored by PinkyParadise. I was given venus eye aqua and venus dolly eye violet. I was super stoked (I never use that word haha) to find out I won a giveaway they held this past summer. The items took 2 weeks to arrive and arrived with a gift-velcro hair holders (that’s what I call them at least) that keep your hair back 🙂 . I have been teaching myself video editing this summer and was really proud of my video posted below, even though it’s pretty basic I hope you all enjoy it!

 

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Right: Venus eye aqua Left: Venus dolly eye violet

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I loved doing the makeup!

Since I had two different lenses to work with, I decided to create 2 different makeup looks to try and accentuate the colors of the lenses more. The lenses were not painful to wear. My favorite lens was aqua!

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They told me I could be anything…

…so I became a Sunday bum. I did some quick “confetti cry” makeup mixed with some pastel and darker shades, don’t know what to really call it. The lipstick is a lime crime knock off from aliexpress because I don’t and never will support that company. My lenses are g&g gbt sky from pinky paradise. I did a review of them here! I’m really happy with my purchase of them.

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G&G GBT Sky PinkyParadise Lens Review

Hi Fiends!!

I have been wearing the G&G GBT Sky circle lenses from PinkyParadise for a few weeks now and wanted to do a review on them. My dark blue circle lenses expired last year and If I could have any other natural eye color in the world, it would be light blue! So this year I chose light blue.

The color wasn’t as vibrant as I had expected, but they are pretty comfortable! I give these an 8/10.
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PinkyParaidse had a lovely graphic pamphlet along with their usual macaron case and vials.
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These are the lenses in daylight, then the bottom photo is with a flash! I’m happy with my purchase as well.

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Closing out 2016…

Hi Fiends!

One of my friends on social media tagged me to do a “best nine”. I know last year I did I did an entire collage of selfies but the best nine is 9 photos made up of what everyone liked over the past year on your social media. I just got instagram last month and couldn’t do that, so I picked my own best nine haha.

I had a lot of fun doing different types of goth makeup, neutral makeup for work and interviews, colorful makeup etc. Here’s to the new year, everyone!!

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New Years Galaxy Makeup

Hi Fiends!!

I was a galactic goth for my friends New Years party!! The whole look took 2 hours. I am so PUMPED for this new year!! 2016 was a shit year for me but I grew as a person in so many astounding ways. I sucked up going to countless interviews for jobs (wore lots of neutral makeup looks I never photographed), gathered up my courage to network and wound up meeting and photographing some AWE-Mazing artists like Munjo Munjo and MushpaMensa (go look at their work and buy both artists stuff, seriously!! I don’t recommend shit to buy lol), finished my certificate in design, and am now trying to pursue my dream career in the arts!!

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I couldn’t fit my outfit photo well enough into my New Years makeup photos, so here is my quickly taken outfit photo in my second collage (sun was going down and I only had my face done at that point) along side a photo of me and my mom 🎉.

Come on guys, 2017 awaits…

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Merr Chrimus 2016!!

Hi Fiends!!

I have been MIA on most of social media for about…1 month? There’s a really good reason, drumroll pleeease:

I have a NEW JOB!!

aaaand I worked my butt off at this job for two weeks straight and got promoted to full time!!

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At least I have time to post a quick photo. The top photo was from thanksgiving this year and while I like it, it’s what I force (and pressure myself) into dressing for the holidays with family vs when I dress with no family and am myself for the holidays 😜. In the future I hope things will change for me but parts of my family judge me HARD at xmas so I stopped seeing them years ago, it’s better to be myself than try to please people and fight with them.

You have probably been reading things like these all day, but I hope everyone will have a good new year! My xmas was uneventful but peaceful. This year wasn’t a fun year and each new daunting year can be fun and exciting for all of us. I’ll just end it here and stop blabbing >_<.

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Thanksgiving Makeup

Better late than never, I did a natural rose gold makeup with browns as my eye makeup for thanksgiving! I’m so thankful for pulling through my depressive thoughts this year after hitting dead ends job searching, putting myself out on social media, talking to people I admire in real life or through social media etc. I’m rambling but I freakin’ MEAN IT!! I thought I looked like a PTA mom going to a meeting, eh. My circle lenses are from the series I-CODI “colors of the wind” in sky blue. Cotton candy earrings are made by me and sold in my etsy shop CaitlinsCreationsUS.
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